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How i draw anime cats :iconxpliara--cartoonist:Xpliara--Cartoonist 2 0 Annoying dog :iconxpliara--cartoonist:Xpliara--Cartoonist 4 3 Muffet :iconxpliara--cartoonist:Xpliara--Cartoonist 2 0 Pearl :iconxpliara--cartoonist:Xpliara--Cartoonist 3 0 Amethyst :iconxpliara--cartoonist:Xpliara--Cartoonist 19 0 Lenny Milky :iconxpliara--cartoonist:Xpliara--Cartoonist 1 0 human oliver, kit, and jackson :iconxpliara--cartoonist:Xpliara--Cartoonist 1 0 Blast from the Past (SYn ROid) :iconxpliara--cartoonist:Xpliara--Cartoonist 1 0 Kit :iconxpliara--cartoonist:Xpliara--Cartoonist 1 2 Jackson :iconxpliara--cartoonist:Xpliara--Cartoonist 1 1 Oliver (wolf) :iconxpliara--cartoonist:Xpliara--Cartoonist 4 4 Marble :iconxpliara--cartoonist:Xpliara--Cartoonist 2 7 This is my new drawing style :iconxpliara--cartoonist:Xpliara--Cartoonist 0 0 Lenny Milky (OC) :iconxpliara--cartoonist:Xpliara--Cartoonist 1 0 Cali :iconxpliara--cartoonist:Xpliara--Cartoonist 4 8 Steven universe :iconxpliara--cartoonist:Xpliara--Cartoonist 7 0

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The Legend of Zelda Twilight Princess: Midna :iconbanhbao91:banhbao91 73 9 Final Battle :icondaniel-link:Daniel-Link 2,125 510 Midna and Zelda :icondaniel-link:Daniel-Link 4,987 735 Twilight Beauty :iconstellab:StellaB 1,897 307 Twilight :iconkiri-chan:kiri-chan 468 27 Sardonyx :iconiisjah:iisjah 220 20 Eternal Twilight :iconwickedworksstudio:WickedWorksStudio 1,209 100 Sally :icontelegrafixs:telegrafixs 4,279 165 Colossal Canine (process) :icondeercub:DeerCub 17 6 Breath Of the wild :icondeercub:DeerCub 18 6 Wolf Link :P :icondeercub:DeerCub 27 6 Earthling :iconayveena:Ayveena 43 9 entirely new :iconayveena:Ayveena 98 14 Scamp :iconkatikut:Katikut 1,322 97 For my sister - Bonne fete :iconkatikut:Katikut 1,791 133 Balto meets Simba :iconartistmaz:ArtistMaz 160 64

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Cassie
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
United States
Let me stop ya right there...
I'm just a childish being with depression and schizophrenia. Beware of my random outbursts and vents.
My boyfriend is Baltorigamist He is an amazing writer and makes beautiful origami that he designs himself. He is the sweetest man I've ever met. I love you Wolfy!
APH - Ceiling Russia Stamp by iAlly
Canada: Better on Top stamp by Blue-Eyed-Chocobo
Mambostuck Terezi by UsagiGami Mambostuck Equius by UsagiGami Mambostuck Tavros by UsagiGami











undertale sans icon by choke
(F2U) - Undertale Sans Icon by Etilosy [Free] Navi Icon by RevPixy
[Free] Zelda Icon Set by RevPixy [Free] Goddess Stones/ Pearls Icon Set by RevPixy [Free] Zelda Icon Set 2 by RevPixy
Homestuck Trolls Icon Set by warriorgriffin FREE ICON: Pogo John by yosibunn Vriska Icon by Kizagui Free Terezi Icon by Kizagui Free Gamzee Icon by Kizagui Hallucination by JustYoungHeroes Pansexual Stamp by sunbirds Being Childish Stamp by Creativeness go on, do it. by mivou Durarara stamp by SolusNox ABDL stamp by queerdolly Rolling Girl by shimei17 Stamp: Egh by PrincessSkyler daddy stamp by fairypaws Stamp_Trashy trashy by Chivi-chivikStampity:thumb596188954: static is pretty cool, too by yikz
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Talking to strangers online
Is the best decision i have ever made
Reality is lemons

and the internet's my lemonade
Talking to strangers online
Is the best decision i have ever made
Reality is lemons
and the internet's my lemonade

Talking to strangers online
Is the best decision i have ever made
Reality is lemons
and the internet's my lemonade

Talking to strangers online
Is the best decision i have ever made
Reality is lemons
and the c-c-c-come and watch me

Come and watch me
Talking to strangers online
Is the best decision i have ever made
Reality is lemons
and the internet's my lemonade

Talking to strangers online
Is the best decision i have ever made
Reality is lemons
and the c-c-c-come and watch me

*peers out of a corner and starts to play steven universe music on full blast* GARNET, AMETHYST, and PEARLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL..............................................and steven.
It's been forever since i've saw him. I miss his smile, his blue kind eyes, and his presence. His arms around me, protecting me. The best person I've ever known. He makes me nervous about what to say or what i do. Because I don't want to mess anything up. I'm so imperfect and he's beyond perfection. I want to go on cheesy dates with him, like a movie or an amusement park. I've been praying to find someone like him. Someone who enjoys my insanity. I've had fantasies about such an innocent man. I want him to touch me the way I would touch him. As soon as I'm his age, I'd hope our bodies would collide. (oh god im laughing so hard right now. yet im so turned on) Though I know he would push me away for i have an ugly body and he wants to take things slow. But sometimes i show affection in such a way that I'd be willing to put him to the test. (pfft) i may feel sexual about this adorable man, but it's about what he wants. He doesn't want me to do such things. Though I know he's only trying to protect me from being preggers at age 16. (am i taking this too far?) 
So i was on Netflix and was looking for a movie to watch when i scrolled to this movie that I've heard about from numerous people. Plus my boyfriend's DA name has Balto in it so i figured he liked it. Also he is into wolves so i thought this was the movie for him. As i was looking at the title, i thought "maybe i shouldn't watch it without wolfy... I should wait until he comes back so we can watch it together." But he wouldn't be back for a long time and there's really nothing else on Netflix these days, so I played the movie. Right when the first scene showed i was like "holy shit! i've seen this before." Apparently my mom and I saw this when I was a little girl. So i watched the movie and i thought it was good. Still wished wolfy was there with me to watch it. I thought it could be our movie, you know? Now i've fallen into the Balto trash bin... RIP me.
Lately, things haven't been the best for me... 

To start off, my parents think I'm faking my depression and called me autistic. First off, who in their right mind would fake depression??? Honestly I'm not the kind of person that would do such a thing. You see this is why I don't tell them anything. If I were to say something, they wouldn't believe me and say something like, "Oh, stop giving a shit about everything and stop looking for attention." I HATE how they think I'm a liar every time I say the truth. And also, it's impossible for me to stop caring about every little thing. I've tried and failed... It's easier said then done. 

Then I have my sister wanting to kill herself. I'm so scared that she'll turn into someone like me. In the past, I wasn't the best sister. If anything, I was a bad sister. I would always ignore her and would beat her up a lot. At one period, I threatened to kill her. Now she treats me like trash and pushes me away. I try to be better but she won't listen to me. She says it's my fault that she's like this. It makes me feel bad about myself even more. 

I've got into the habit of cutting again. I'm beginning to cut myself everyday now. No one has seen them, but I have told a few people who were worried about me. I tried to get their advice on how to cut less, but really they didn't help at all. They just felt bad and didn't really care. 

My boyfriend has been away for quite some time... When I feel like cutting, I have no one to talk to because he's not there. I feel very lonely without him... I miss him so much. 

That's it for now... it feels good to get shit off my chest...
  • Watching: Steven Universe and DRRRR
  • Playing: Assassin's Creed

You can be the peanut butter to my jelly
You can be the butterflies I feel in my belly
You can be the captain
And I can be your first mate
You can be the chills that I feel on our first date
You can be the hero
And I can be your sidekick
You can be the tear That I cry if we ever split
You can be the rain from the cloud when it's stormin'
Or u can be the sun when it shines in the mornin'

Don't know if I could ever be without you
'Cause boy you complete me
And in time I know that we'll both see That we're all we need
'Cause you're the apple to my pie
You're the straw to my berry
You're the smoke to my high
And you're the one I wanna marry

'Cause you're the one for me (for me)
And I'm the one for you (for you)
You take the both of us (of us)
And we're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
Baby me and you
We're the perfect two

You can be the prince and I can be your princess
You can be the sweet tooth I can be the dentist
You can be the shoes and I can be the laces
You can be the heart that I spill on the pages
You can be the vodka and I can be the chaser
You can be the pencil and I can be the paper
You can be as cold as the winter weather
But I don't care as long as were together

'Cause you're the one for me (for me)
And I'm the one for you (for you)
You take the both of us (of us)
And we're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
Baby me and you
We're the perfect two

Don't know if I could ever be
Without you 'cause boy you complete me
And in time I know that we'll both see
That we're all we need
'Cause you're the apple to my pie
You're the straw to my berry
You're the smoke to my high
And you're the one I wanna marry

'Cause your the one for me (for me)
And I'm the one for you (for you)
You take the both of us (of us)
And we're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
Baby me and you
We're the perfect two

You know that I'll never doubt ya
And you know that I think about ya
And you know I can't live without ya
I love the way that you smile
And maybe in just a while
I can see me walk down the aisle

'Cause you're the apple to my pie
You're the straw to my berry
You're the smoke to my high
And you're the one I wanna marry
'Cause your the one for me (for me)
And I'm the one for you (for u)
You take the both of us (of us)
And were the perfect two
Were the perfect two
Were the perfect two
Baby me and you
We're the perfect two(yeah, yeah)

Talking to strangers online
Is the best decision i have ever made
Reality is lemons

and the internet's my lemonade
Talking to strangers online
Is the best decision i have ever made
Reality is lemons
and the internet's my lemonade

Talking to strangers online
Is the best decision i have ever made
Reality is lemons
and the internet's my lemonade

Talking to strangers online
Is the best decision i have ever made
Reality is lemons
and the c-c-c-come and watch me

Come and watch me
Talking to strangers online
Is the best decision i have ever made
Reality is lemons
and the internet's my lemonade

Talking to strangers online
Is the best decision i have ever made
Reality is lemons
and the c-c-c-come and watch me

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:iconmeowchlrp:
MeowChlrp Featured By Owner Feb 8, 2017  Student General Artist
i see you man B ) 
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Xpliara--Cartoonist Featured By Owner Feb 8, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
i see ya 2
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:iconmeowchlrp:
MeowChlrp Featured By Owner Feb 8, 2017  Student General Artist
hhhh
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:iconmeowchlrp:
MeowChlrp Featured By Owner Feb 8, 2017  Student General Artist
stop, get some help ; ) 

that gif was weird
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Nova-of-the-East Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2017  New Deviant Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you for the Fave!
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Xpliara--Cartoonist Featured By Owner Feb 3, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
no problem m8
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:icontornadoweirdo:
TornadoWeirdo Featured By Owner Jan 16, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Hi, Jesus loves you!
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Xpliara--Cartoonist Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
ok
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:icontornadoweirdo:
TornadoWeirdo Featured By Owner Jan 19, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Have you received Jesus' salvation?
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Xpliara--Cartoonist Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
yesh
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:iconbaltorigamist:
Baltorigamist Featured By Owner Dec 5, 2016  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
Hey hun, happy birthday! I hope you're doing alright, and I miss you...
:hug:
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GryphonDecay Featured By Owner Jul 13, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
I drew you a canada
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Xpliara--Cartoonist Featured By Owner Jan 19, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
noice
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GryphonDecay Featured By Owner Jan 19, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
that was forever ago lol
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Xpliara--Cartoonist Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
yea
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MikkeyMoo Featured By Owner Jul 7, 2016  Student Digital Artist
spook
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Xpliara--Cartoonist Featured By Owner Jul 7, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
boom
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MikkeyMoo Featured By Owner Jul 7, 2016  Student Digital Artist
NOW THIS IS THE STORY
ALL ABOUT HOW
MY LIFE GOT FLIPPED TURNED UPSIDE DOWN
AND ID LIKE TO TAKE A MINUTE JUST SIT RIGHT THERE
ILL TELL YOU HOW I BECAME THE PRINCE OF A TOWN CALLED BEL AIR
(music pause)
IN WEST PHILADELPHIA 
BORN AND RAISED
ON THE PLAYGROUND IS WHERE I SPENT MOST OF MY DAYS
CHILLIN OUT MAXIN RELAXIN ALL COOL
AND SHOOTIN SOME B-BALL OUTSIDE OF THE SCHOOL
WHEN A COUPLE OF GUYS
WHO WERE UP TO NO GOOD
STARTED MAKIN TROUBLE IN MY NEIGHBORHOOD
I GOT IN ONE LITTLE FIGHT AND MY MOM GOT SCARED AND SAID "YOURE MOVIN WITH YOUR AUNTIE AND UNCLE IN BEL AIR"
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GryphonDecay Featured By Owner Jun 24, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Are you still on here?
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Xpliara--Cartoonist Featured By Owner Jun 29, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Yeah. I'm here
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GryphonDecay Featured By Owner Jun 29, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Awesome. Watch been up to?
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Xpliara--Cartoonist Featured By Owner Jun 29, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
I have been doing the usual.
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xxDarikaxx Featured By Owner May 4, 2016  Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks for the watch! I am a dummy! Hug 
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Xpliara--Cartoonist Featured By Owner May 5, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
no problem :happybounce: 
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DeerCub Featured By Owner Apr 27, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you for the watch! Your art is adorable and has a unique style! Hug Birb intensifies Request | Emoticon | excited shadow 
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